Little Black Book

gas station, very dirty/shitty, illuminated by extremely bright, stark white light - high contrast of image and emotional states

Chapter 2 Influences: A Widow for One Year, John Irving

Well hello, ladies!

Mmmbop.

Woerth goes trough electroshock treatment & gets new shiny personality

- Kates over Caitlins

- Stiffness of spring

"The smell of lipstick would always remind me of my mother. Even after smelling it in association with all the lovers I've had in my life--and there have been a lot, mind you!--it always still reminds me of my mom."

"That's fuckin' weird, man."

Crystal lattice of my heart
Vibrations lead to heat
Angels fall without you there
Leeds to London to America
We will battle till extinction
Puddle of liquid metal

essential singularity

I was born on Christmas Day. Do you know how hard that is?

On emo: When every song is about a girl, that makes me sick.

Philip Marlowe's cat vs. The rest of the world's Doberman

wet
lab
job

"We are more master of our thoughts in the morning than in the evening."
- David Hume

Let's pretend it's a work of art
Let's pretend it's not my heart
I'm sorry I love you
It's a phase I'm going through
There's nothing that I can do
I'm sorry that I love you

"Since man is his own arbiter, he literally creates good and evil."
- Porfirio

"My sins are that I wasn't tough enough. I wasn't low or dirty enough. I should have trusted no one; never loved a girl. I should have smashed the other guy first. That's the way the world is."
- Shubanka

Love is dancing.

Dancing is love.

I feel alone.

I am happy.

I call myself an anarchist, and there are some misunderstandings that anarchism means not believing in anything. It means believeing in everything. It's not that I don't hold things sacred. I think that everything is sacred. "Anarchist" means "without hierarchy" and "atheist" means "without deity." I don't believe in hierarchial deities but I do believe that life is sacred. I think being able to see beauty is being able to learn the private language of meaning that each individual's life is written in. Questions of morality and ethics are very important to me. I don't necessarily think that there is a tablet of rules carved in the sky that we have to abide by. I think that we are all individually responsible for coming up with the values that we live by and believe in. Even if you claim that those values are proceeding from a supreme being, you're still responsible yourself for the decision to abide by them. I take the question of what is sacred, what is holy, very seriously. Being able to be in the world in a way that connects you to what is beautiful is really important to me. I prefer to look at the cosmos itself without distinctions of what is higher or lower. So I see God in all things.
- Brian Dee, Anarchist/Atheist

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